Happy New Year! - Diary 12

This one will be short and sweet. Happy New Year everyone. I do hope 2010 will bring you all the things missing in 2009.

For myself I want to make sure that life is fun and healthy. 2009 was pretty good......but not great!

Tonight we will be going to this portuguese restaurant. I want to go and then I don't. My parents are not going and that makes me sad since we always spend new years together. They are both under the weather or pretending to be so they can stay home. It's so cold today and all I want to do is snuggle and sleep while watching some cheesy movie about romance or criminal minds.

I wonder how much longer I can sit here and write to myself.

I've been trying a bunch of new recipes and everyone seems to be pleased with the results, but it's hell on me. I've been so wonderful on my diet and losing weight slowly and surely. This whole cooking experience has not been very helpful to my cause. Not to be narcisistic but I do like my cooking and that is where the problem lies. I should just have a taste and then leave it, but sometimes I can't. I am very serious about starting the new year with more self control. What a hard thing to control, that self control. Isn't it? Some people never learn. I am determined to conquer that which makes me weaker when it comes to delicious cakes, breads and wonderful stews.

Oh my, I did say short and sweet right?

Happy New Year to you and yours! My beautiful stalker, you get the biggest smooch ever! ooxx